No one ever has faith in me. The biggest example of this is about school they only think my sister is going to succed, and it's because I have to go home early because of bad migraines or being sick. My aunt, uncle, cousin, and i think even my mom (these are just a few) don't have faith in my future. The only one i think who does have faith in me is my grandma. It hasn't even been this once someone said something mocking me pretty much my uncle said something one time and i just started crying unable to help myself. My mom tried to comfert me but i wouldnt tell her what was wrong. They know I have depression, they know I want to do the best in life, and make everything better for everyone not just for myself, I'm just ready to give up on everything. My cousin today said to my sister "you're not Dee Dee you like school. You dont't call to come home everyday. You do your homework." He purposely said it right by me. Misty was just agreeing with everything except for liking school. I try so hard I really do I even try to delay having to go to the clinic till it gets really bad.  I get sick so easily and stay sick because I have a low ammunity so its not my fault but people act like it is. I like school to a point I even kinda like being at school as I said a million times, "schools not bad its just boring" I like school. I love knowing stuff and being smart I want to be as smart as I am wiser them most people my age, but the school thing and leaving isn't my fault in fact I'm not even allowed to come to school with a migraine but I do anyways because they make me but the nurse just sends me home. I'm ready to give up on myself and everyone else because if no one else has faith in me why should I have faith in myself?